Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Internet Racism: The Scum of Society

Preface:

Do you remember that kid on the playground when you were younger who would bully other kids relentlessly and when they were confronted by concerned adults, they were the first to break down and cry? Or, do you remember that kid in high school who would talk trash about people behind their backs and when the person whom their verbal insults were directed towards confronted them, they would either deny ever saying anything or feign remorse?

These people are called cowards. Cowards act like complete jackasses in a safe environment where they cannot be punished for their behavior. In the playground example, the kid bullies when there are no adults around to chastize them. In the high school example, the person talks about their target without them knowing but would never say these things to them personally. Sometimes, these people grow up and realize their childish ways and become honest individuals. If they have something negative to say, they take time to figure out what they think is actually true and if it is, they keep it to themselves or let the person know (if it is necessary) so they can help them correct their behavior. Being a coward automatically makes you more vulnerable to being a pathetic loser.

In today's lesson, I'd like to talk about internet racism. Internet racism exists for this simple reason: Some people loathe their existence so much that they've found a forum to release their frustration due to their constant failures. You may ask, "Why racism? Why the internet?" I will answer both of these questions.

1. Most racist people are complete idiots, and this is not meant as an insult, this is a fact.


Think about it. What kind of logic does one need to live by to believe that someone of a certain skin color must have certain characteristics? How does one's skin color play into their behavior? Now, we could dive deeper and explore the social effects of skin color based on external reactions to these preconceived notions of race (i.e: racism) and how one reacts to these factors, but then we'd be back to the beginning: it is all based on racism.


Most racists will claim that they were raised in racist households. Their brain-dead mommies and daddies taught them that all Black people are lazy (untrue) and love chicken (true) all their lives. Because of their low IQ's, they are unable to fully process the notion that race does not factor into behavior: environment does. I know; it can be a pretty difficult concept to grasp.


When I was an itty-bitty girl, I used to watch movies about slavery and the civil rights movement (right after N.Y.P.D Blue). This made me develop the silly notion that all white people hated black people. I used to be nervous whenever I met a white person because I thought they wouldn't like me because I was black. The fact that I'm stereotyping myself as the victim doesn't make it any better than me stereotyping myself as the superior. Once I got older and smarter, I realized after my constant good experiences with other white people, they weren't so dog-on bad after all.


The reason why racists never reach this point is because they don't want to reach this point. What's a good reason why someone wouldn't change their mind about their hatred of another individual despite their good behavior. Jealousy is a good answer. How about self-doubt? How about sheer, unadulterated stupidity? These are all major flaws of the racist mentality. This is why they seem so childish.


2. The internet is/can be a completely anonymous forum where cowards can be the big bullies they want to be without facing serious bodily/mental harm

The most infuriating element of internet racism is the anonymity. That's why it's so widespread. It is nearly impossible to browse the internet without seeing some instance of internet racism, even on popular commercial websites like YouTube. Since YouTube doesn't really moderate user comments, one can find a plethora of asinine racial comments plastered all over different videos.

Nothing should be done about it. Absolutely nothing. I remember being a writer for my high school newspaper. I really wanted to write some controversial pieces that would shock my fellow students, only for the sake of shocking them. Personally, I would have been flattered if one of my pieces was deemed too controversial or too provocative because it would mean that what I was saying was intelligent enough to incite discomfort. This is opposed to it simply not being run because of the structure or because my facts were wrong. Also, this is opposed to it being safe enough to run and not thought to be a threat to anyone's thinking.

Racism thrives on attention. If you pay attention to it, you give it credence. I've made this mistake before. In fact, I did this recently in reply to a Craigslist posting my friend sent me. I won't go too much into the details of what happened, but at the end of the day, I regret responding to the post for the mere fact I gave that person a soapbox to stand on to shout his unfounded, idiotic racial rants at me. The biggest lesson to take from this is, do not respond to internet racism. The people who post this stuff are complete losers. They want you to pay attention to them because no one else does in their lives. They wanted to make a change in the world, but they've discovered they're not talented, smart, good, etc. enough to do anything significant for anyone anywhere. Remember that, and the words they type will be meaningless.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Zombie

There comes a time in everyone's life when they realize almost everything they ever believed about themselves and the world around them is completely wrong. Well, maybe something that catastrophic doesn't happen to most people, but a watered-down version of this impasse has happened to me. I wonder sometimes if I have a honest perception of myself, and not a false, wishful idea of who I truly am. Am I really confident, smart, and talented? What do other people really believe? My friend told me about this philosophical invention of "zombies." Zombies are individuals who think they are human but really are not. They are made to appear human to others, so other humans couldn't spot a zombie.

Now, I for one regard the more ridiculous philosophical notions as complete wasters of ALL TIME, however, it can allude to a more conventional framework such as college life. I attend a high-ish ranking school with other bright students. So, this makes me believe that I am at least competent enough to participate in a classroom with these other students. Hypothetically speaking, if I wasn't performing above the "C" level, I am not above average in this school, but I am at least above average in the nation because I attend a high performing school, right?

People see names and labels more than they see actual performance. I've known people who were able to accumulate academic accolades in the form of trophies and memberships in exclusive "societies" but have ended up either pregnant or out of school. School is the easy part. Living is hard. It is especially difficult if you've been told most of your life you're smart, or you're confident, or really talented when, in the end, you've had yourself and those around you fooled.

In the philosophical scenario, one cannot realize they are a zombie, but in reality, one can realize when they have a completely contrived perception of themselves. If you are not talented, and you believe you are talented, then you are not talented. It is all basic logic, and people force themselves to believe they have certain abilities when they actually don't. If I've told myself since high school I want to be a film maker, then I want to be a film maker. If I don't have the talent to be a film maker, then I can still be a film maker. So, I will be a film maker. This can be applied to all sorts of self-perceptions. If you believe it, then it is true to you, but it is not necessarily true. You could have all of your friends, family, and even professionals telling you that you are proficient at something when you're really not truthfully. When do we stop to realize that the world we've created for ourselves is a zombie world?

It could come about spontaneously. People around you may stop complimenting you, but this may not be sufficient enough if one is stuck in this ideal. It could come from intense self-reflection. In any case, a great deal of humility needs to be employed to not only discover this flaw, but to correct it. It could mean a long fall from the top, but some people need a fall to build themselves up stronger than they were before. Maybe this false self-perception is bringing more misery than strength, like it was for me. My false self-perception was in my talent. I've always been told that I was a talented writer, and while I still believe I have a keen ability to pick up on story-strings, I am not the most eloquent writer out there. I also am not a talented film maker. Now it is time for me to build myself up and get out of my zombie world.